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Clare, that's everything I feel, it fluctuates all the time - when will this end??????????????????????????????

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I don't know when it will end. It still hasn't ended for me, and it's been a really long time since it happened. But, I will tell you that with time and a good therapist who understands this type of abuse it is easier for me to cope with the pain. I don't feel the deep despair that I used to, nor do I miss him anymore. But, I'm kind of stuck with the bitterness and rage, and basically I just hate his guts. I want to be at the place where he is just an insignificant part of my past, and I'm not there yet. Hopefully, with more time I will be.