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Originally Posted by gayleggg
I'm sorry you are suffering. It's hard watching our little ones grow up. I hated seeing my daughter grow up and still get sad knowing she'll never be that small again. She just turned 40. I can't believe that the years just flew by. My advice is to cherish each moment you have with your children because these memories are what we are left with.
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Thank you for your reply.
It is very hard. I have been through so much, but this is the hardest thing that I have ever been through. I love these kids so much. Man...water is rolling down my checks as I type this...
I know how I am supposed to feel. I know it is okay to be sad, nostalgic and sentimental, but this seems to go so much deeper than I ever thought it could. That is what is so confusing. I do cherish every waking (and sleeping lol) moment that I have with my babies. I do want to seem them grow up into the adults they will eventually become. It is just so sad and depressing. I don't know how to deal with it.