Ok so we all understand these rants you type of are only what YOU think and not based on facts from a credible source? We also agree that anyone here is free to post on what ONLY THEY believe to be true. With that I have a couple of my own thoughts:
You have been impacted severely by a person with narcissistic qualities at some point in your life.
You suffer with oppositional defiance.
You have some other disorder maybe even NPD but you want to make yourself hurt a little less by trying to convince the world that you in fact are not disordered because the so called disorder is not real.
You love to repeat yourself over and over and over and over again.
And last but definitely not least, your very flamboyant yet have not fully come out of the closet yet.... Still just peeking out. Anxiety issues you spoke of earlier I suppose.

Little more:
You read all the time
You have family members that are doctors so you feel it's your right to act as if your one as well.

You have to see that everyone is turning against you here. I will bet it's safe to say that you have plenty of experience with this already in the real world. Probably that it's not so much as real people turn against you as much as it's that never anyone takes much notice of you in the real world(reason for all the reading and anxiety issues).

Anyway you said this is here for us all to share so I have done my part for now.