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Originally Posted by bbTofu
My self-esteem is much higher when I'm "up", however, as you said some hurts are so deep that even that high cannot overcome this. It comes about when I see a beautiful girl, I still cannot approach her, I mean I can and I might but I won't dare to ask her out, it's so rooted deep inside that even hypomania can't overcome this.
Other than that, I feel smarter and sharper than most people around me  |
Oh my god, I so recorgnize myself in your words bbTofu!!
I have this huge confidence about myself and how I think I outperform almost anyone in anything but in love, I underperfrom terribly and it ashames me... ^^' I believe what blocks me is that I try to always guess what others think but since I can't, I freeze. And I read about that, a lot so in theory, I know what to do to NOT block but in practise, I freeze, all the time. It's annoying.
