I had to have records faxed to my pdoc about my recent hospital stay and got a copy myself so I could read what she's going to be reading.

Lol. I don't know why I do this to myself!

If I was disturbed before, I'm really disturbed now.

I think it would be okay, except that I read a summary of my ER visit.

And I feel like they also get my diagnosis wrong! Like last year, they wrote down that I was in a mixed/moderate episode, and this year it was mixed/severe. Why was this year severe and not last year?! Last year was when I thought I was severe.

Maybe this year was severe because I overdosed and last year I really didn't (I mean, I did take a lot of clonazepam, but I didn't want to kill myself, or wasn't trying to anyway. It's complicated).