raspberry torte, it is what it is, history. You cannot undo it, it is done. Now you have the report and it states your mental state of mind at that time. But you are not like that now, you are better. So you move forward from this experience and find a better way to balance your medicines and to communicate with your pcp and T when necessary. I do hope that everything does start working out better for you in this new year... (((hugs))) blessings