Aldan44, can you just take the basic foundation that is pretty much basic without any specialties for right now? And did you like architecture? Then take or or more of those classes again. Designing buildings is wonderful, you make it an artistic expression of who you are. Ask yourself if you build would it be to improve earth quake zones? Or would it be to help impoverishment? There are so many ethnic angles to why you want to do something. Mostly it would be your contribution in the world of how you helped humanity in one way or another. If you looked at things like that it might give you a sense of purpose and lift your spirits. It is always worth a try. I wish you success and remember Rome was not built in a day. So our lives we live each day finding the beautiful of surprises all the time..tc