Ten years of juggling rent, food, bills, so beyond hopeless feeling. Tomorrow is yet another dead end job fair. I don't have the few bucks for bus fare to get there. I've seen they are saying that 55+ companies will be there. Okay..??

I see a few temp agencies, more than a few companies who have been on the 'net for months or years...same positions, one without a job posting at all...you get the picture.

My neighbor helped me get help with the electric bill and I'm grateful. That's not going to stop yet another eviction notice. I just have to be doing something wrong. The help numbers of different social welfare sites...some are not even working numbers. Okay...??

Any ideas..?? I'm at the complete end of my rope..10 years is just too long. I'm 57 and age discrimination is real, I look old and depressed, why wouldn't I be. Ok, I'm done..any ideas..??