She's filed for bankruptcy at least twice in her life already. That gives you some idea... /sigh.

Actually the first roadblock to my going back to school is that I'm in default already. I can't get any loans until I've paid something on my loans for at least 9 months I think they said.
I don't know if I'm really unable to go to school and work at the same time, but it's not something I really want to attempt. Just working is stress enough for me. I managed to work two jobs once, but still, they didn't come with homework. I just don't think I could make myself sacrifice my days off for studying. I'm really bad at sticking to things.

I am on Wellbutrin but I don't know if it's working. I was taking it at night for 3 months, didn't know it's a morning pill. Only been taking it in the morning for a few weeks, and last week I was having some really weird emotional side effects. Felt like I had too much caffeine when I hadn't had any. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist in March... that's the earliest they could get me in and there's literally nowhere else I could go on my insurance. I used to see a counselor but she only did humanistic approach and I think I need something more. I wanted to get a diagnosis or at least advice from the psych before starting new therapy.

My mom takes clonazepam and probably other stuff, not sure anymore. I don't think she sees a counselor anymore either though.