Death is not an answer, just a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If yourself cannot find a solution why not ask someone else for it? Sometimes the solution is not in sight, but others see it plain as light. I was in your shoes not even two months ago, but once I made it through the worse I realized the solution was in front of me the whole time. Your mind is very powerful, do not underestimate what it will keep you from seeing. I hold tight onto a quote I heard from a Chaplin, I also base my life around it when I'm depressed, "Do not question in the dark, what you saw in the light.". Others around you can help find your solution, you have to extend the opportunity to them first before you doubt their response. You may not get another chance in life.