He is single, he lives in small city and my friend knows him and its really small city, so if he had official relationships I knew it.

His job doesnt allow to be with me officially anyway. He doesnt even want me to see him in his city.

I took tramadol, now Im fine. I think I hate him.
I talked to my friend who knows him. Yeah Im evil. I just wanted to say her that he is sick abuser. he wanted only sex. you were right. im sure I wasnt the first and the last.

If man wants only sex with me- its okay. if man wants sex with me and also with another woman then.... no.
Im suprised he was so honest. Im mad at myself that I fell for him. I wouldnt if he didnt try so hard and if I didnt feel so alone.
I wouldnt mind to have sex but if Im not the only one than no.
He lied to me. He killed all my feelings. I was such a fool. After saying its over and so wrong he asked me can i send a pic where Im completely naked. sure I didnt. he also said- you can text me sexual things but I wont text you back anymore. Sick.
Then he said he would be my friend all my life anyway.