I'm really good at closing myself off from everyone and usually wanting to be alone most of the time, but lately I have gotten this really uncomfortable feeling when I'm alone, like either a panic attack or a fit of tears could come at anytime. It has been scaring me lately but I try to distract myself the best I can.
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"I am tired," she says, "and it is so awfully difficult to feel sad and tired when all you want is to feel alive."
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