Wow, 19? That's really not too old at all; in fact you're positively young. FFS I'm 31 and still a virgin!
I don't know about waiting for "the right one" because that implies perfectionism to me; you might never find a "perfect" match for you. But don't just throw it away to the first guy who comes around! You deserve better than that. It does sound "dumb" to me to be completely honest.
Just my 2 cents. Please consider this more extensively before you do anything rash.
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