Hello, My name is Loras. I'm an eighteen year old male diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, and I currently take 300 mg of Effexor. I recently started researching alternate treatments to my disorder, or maybe a possible cure. I came across Electroshock therapy, and became intrigued. Like Frankenstein, I thought. All jokes aside though, I may actually want to pursue this course.

I am a Christian, and I suppose you can say I grew up in a strict house (at least when it was still together as one.) All my life I've struggled with homosexual tendencies, and I feel horrible about it. I'm lead to believe that I can't just choose to stop, or else I would have by now. Perhaps the electroshock therapy could help? Please, no hate. I'm not saying anything bad about homosexuality, however, I'd prefer to change. I've prayed every night for the past 9 years that I realized I'm deviating from my parent's path for me, and I still act on these damn temptations.

Please, give me your advice!

Loras