Thanks for your response.

My self esteem is not great, I know that. I also know that I have always been a loner, or, when I talked to people, would be putting on an act. I've always pushed people away, always been a bit of an over thinker, and before meeting this guy I had a very mundane life (watching tv in bedroom at parents' house, not getting on with parents, not leaving the house much). With this guy I am as comfortable as I am when I am on my own, and get along much better with parents.

He is supportive. Last night he let me sleep early, if I have a problem we talk about it, he cooks and cleans if I'm feeling down, he'll surprise me with flowers and gave me my own room that I can go to if I needed some alone time (and he wouldn't bother me). He gets along with my parents, he knows how I'm feeling and has offered to pay for me to see a psychologist. He is only a couple of years older than me.