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Old Jan 12, 2016, 06:24 AM
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Originally Posted by estrella View Post
That's what my t and I talked about the other day. I don't know how to tell her about it. Or, I do, but I'm a bit apprehensive about doing so. It seems like it shouldn't matter, which is the child like part of me. But then Stephenie is angry and wants to let it out and be known. Maybe then someone will understand and love me. Not that my therapist would, but meh. Haha
What about showing your therapist your original post? Just printing it out and handing it to her? I can understand your hesitation. I hate being vulnerable with a therapist only to be mocked, chastised, or invalidated, so I hope yours will do nothing of the sort!

"Maybe someone will understand and love me." That really resonates with me. I wonder how many of us here hold that as our dearest wish, even while doubting that it's even possible. Our experiences certainly haven't shown us much to encourage belief in such a thing.
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