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Old Jan 12, 2016, 09:33 AM
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Originally Posted by intergalactictraveler View Post
If I was stable, and by that, I mean stable enough to work once again, my life would be much different. My pdoc and I are working on it.

From Jimmy Buffet, 'Breathe In, Breathe Out":

"i bought me a watch from a crazy young man, floating down canal/It doesn't have numbers or moving hands/ It always just says 'Now'.

Now you might be thinking that I was had, but this watch is never wrong/For if you have troubles, the warranty says/Breathe in, breathe out, move on."
I wish I could work too! Maybe I would feel less of a waste of space if I could be a productive member of society again. Not to mention the financial help it would bring. There are SO MANY THINGS I wish I could change! I keep thinking "if I could get just ONE break, change ONE thing about my circumstances, it would open the door to a new life and new opportunities!" I keep tearing my proverbial house apart, looking for the "key" to unlock the door that's holding me captive to my own prison. But when you need to use your MIND to make decisions, to figure things out, and your mind is BROKEN......what do you do then??