Thanks. Me too! I can't believe I have only 4 bucks and some change in my bank account and used up all my food stamps. I am on a lot of meds. My mood stabilizer is lithium and benzo is valium among like 8 others for various side effects, heart/bp, sleep, antipsychotic is trilafon. I actually hallucinated today visually which is very rare for me... usually I hear voices. But they are very vivid and real; my hallucinations; I saw a black girl with two pigtail type braids with a denim dress and white shirt with white socks and black dress shoes sitting in the waiting room at my T's. I knew she wasn't real when all of a sudden she vanished and I didn't see or hear her leave. I wish I knew why I hallucinated really. I analyze things to death anyway....