I've been doing really well for the past, say, two weeks. I even got my weight back up to "normal" (barely...by 2 or 3 lbs but still...) and now I find myself starting to freak out. I've been restricting all day at school and stuff, then coming home and eating 500 or so cal. Then at night I get mad at myself for restricting so I stuff my face to get over the 1000-1200 line....arghhh.

I feel so completely fat...I'm having trouble comprehending how my body...at this weight...is NORMAL?!

I just needed an ear is all I guess....and perhaps some encouragement?? anyone??