(((((((((Asuyuka))))))))))

I know how scary it is to even think that someone is watching you and for you.

Please know that God also watches.

Yes, she does need help, but I hope you can separate the truth from anything she might have said. Now that you are out, you can probably begin to realize the darkness you were under while in that house. You can begin to correct the ill feelings about yourself now that you know. Perhaps by now she has attached herself to some other unsuspecting person, and won't bother with you much at all.

I doubt it's possible, but we've always heard about not selecting someone to love when you don't get along with the parents. I really think you need to reconsider your relationship at this point. Not just for you, but if the disorders are in the family and if they are at any bit hereditary (IDK about this, ok?)

Glad to have you at PC!

I think you did the right thing by leaving that place.