I'm sorry. I do have to try, cause i been lashing out at people way to much. I dont mean to, it just happens. I'm saying very ugly things and violently threatening others. that is no where me. And i see myself later what i did wrong. I dont want to do it here and i feel it happening. I lose control.

I strongly felt i needed to apologize to the people that were in support. Cause honestly i dont remember what i said there, can only imagine. I had just threatened a man with a bat to beat him silly IRL. And i think i got on pc very soon after that.

I am able to let off some steam here, there's just got to be a limit.

I wish you a good day too. thanks