Hi CANDC and Dechan,

Thank you both for responding. I am thinking the same that its nothing to be embarrassed over. I did get sligthly embarrassed though but I have figured out it must have been because I had a crush on him and still like him. When I got home I felt on two occasions kinda sad and bad inside for not being able to go to him for a while. I understand this feeling is a false unhealthy feeling that doesnt ring true. I know its my own feelings to own.

I dont know if he is acting weird, maybe he is. I can only speculate why he seemed so surprised. What I think or feel the most is that he may just didnt expect it. But if so is that is kinda weird since it IS expensive in the long run. I just think that if he knows I like him he may didnt expect it. I know that sounds crazy and its probably totally silly to think. Its just a gut feeling I have because of the history with him. I migth even be way off and its nothing at all.

Its a while I have been there because I have been sick with flue. So I missed my last appointment the 28th. But I guess its ok to have a space between treatments. My back is about 60-70% better.

I dont think I get it cheaper than I do.

I dont do yoga where my mind can drift into anything unknown because of my faith. If yoga is about the mind drifting away? Or maybe that is only meditation? If its only stretching and relaxing I will try do that. And I will try exercise more and walk more, relax my back and keep a good posture.