I'm having a hard time. Been off meds for about 6 months. Waited one week so far to find out if i qualify for a program with the pharmaceutical company. Still have one week to go. This past week has felt like an eternity and I don't have a clue as to how i'm going to make it through one more week.

I've never felt more down and lethargic. I don't feel like doing anything. I just feel so empty and numb. I work and I have to force myself to work just for a few hours. And working just a few hours has become so exhausting. I don't have anyone to talk to in person. And I can't quit thinking about some things. I don't know what to do anymore. I really do feel like i'm on the verge of "losing it" and can't stand feeling this way.I don't know how much longer i can take this and I have no idea what to do .....Anyone have any suggestions or ideas?