Alone
I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Been there many times
Your boyfriend by blocking out deoressive talk may be doing this as a mechanism in self protection. Some ppl do it so they dont soak in the feelings of others. I GET it and STILL have to protect myself sometimes
Some ppl are just like that naturally.....my 15, yr old son wants NOTHING to do with bad news lol
Also things can change.
I was ready to give up and never work again after these past six months andvgo disability. But things turned around and inner strength came and I decided I wanted to have more money for my son's so I am going back to work
But if you can't do that ...then that's OK too. Many ppl cant
I hope you find happiness soon!
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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