Hey couch! Another 10 hour day down! It's amazing to me how much better this January is than last year. Last year I had already started packing up my desk and threatened to quit twice by this point. Yes, they've made some changes at work that have helped make it better, but I think a lot of the change has been within ME. And after my last t session where some really good realizations happened for me about my relationship with my h, my marriage has been feeling back on track. Hubby and I have been having fun together again, actually, and it almost feels like when we first got married. Weird, huh?! Embarrassing the stuff I admitted to t that I realized I have been projecting on my h - and conscious of it I have not been since Saturday and it's amazing. It's making my life easier already. I didn't know I was inadvertently authoring my own misery. I just wanted to share that. This therapy journey is the best thing I have ever done for myself and I don't want it to end.
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