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Originally Posted by Humpty Dumpty
That's what I'm trying to decide. I don't really know if I want to live or die. The reasons to live are starting to matter less and less every day. Some days I think I may want to, but most I just think I want to kill myself. I will think all day on what the best way to do it would be.
It's pointless to seek professional help if I don't even know what I want. I just know I am tired of feeling this way.
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Professional help can still help you even if you don't know what you want. Let someone put things in a different perspective. Just having someone to talk to is a relief itself. I poured my heart out my first visit years ago and it was a huge relief just having someone listen to me. Distract your mind and give it a break. I know its hard to do, but find something that's interest you before you've always wanted to do. Make that spontaneous leap and get hooked into it. Learning the guitar did it for me. It could be mechanics, motorcycles, sports, gym, electronics, arts, design, community help, ect. Take your interests and find something related you've never done before.