ok i know i could have posted this under another topic but i feel dont really know the pain that goes along with miscarriages. well i was only 10 weeks before but i didnt miscarry on my own i actually went to the docs office to hear the heart beat and there wasnt any. that was devastating i keep getting flashbacks of the docs office its aweful I know miscarriages are are common but i dont understand. My sister is pregnant for the second time and both are oopses i mean God bless her for being healthy and having healthy children but im a little jealous. My sis is about 6 mos preg. and i was excited that we were goin to have kids 3 mos a part because we are very close and always wanted to have kids close in age so i am having a really hard time with this mentally and i am putting a lot on my boyfriend and making him feel helpless i feel bad but its almost like i cant help myself. I took the depression test and scored a 55 severe depression well that about sums it up, Right now im in a lot of pain physically and mentally and i dont know what to do with myself well i just wanted to get this off my chest thanks for reading