I wanted to share this because I feel like it might help out a lot of people diagnosed with bi-polar I or II....

The euphoria dreams

I know some people have claimed that I'm going through a episode right now. Hopefully I can prove them otherwise with this thread. I know that the people reading this have read my escape completely from bi-polar/depression. So i wanted to share my little insight on why euphoria dreams/thoughts/pattern thoughts/ anything that has to do with this word euphoria, can be handled. Once i found the key to unlock the mystery of my human being self, the idea that i am bi-polar went away. But most importantly the depression lifted. I'm not going to sit here and type you that i have no anxiety. Truth is, I have little and honestly most people have little. But my anxiety has diminished by 90% and my Depression is gone. Now to get back to the euphoria part. These granular ideas that we bi-polar people have, I do not look at them as bad. Actually I look at them as good. I have searched and searched for answers on what was going on in my life. When I dug and found the clues and finally found the treasure (so to speak) I began to realize my inner self and most importantly who i am and my gifts and talents. To be more in depth.

-i found my confidence again around others
-my social anxiety went away (sooooooooooo thankful lol)
-depression lifted (:')
-More kind as a person
-motivation comes from me and nothing else same with confidence
-my appearance started to get better (I'm sure u have herd the saying, "the way you think about yourself is the way others view you)
-I even started to explore my talents that i have

with all this taken into consideration and with all my confidence back, when euphoria thoughts happen to come my way, i am capable of determining why? and if i should act or not. I have no intention of acting in any way shape or form if the euphoria thoughts are bad. Sometimes i actually laugh. I THINK a lot of times what we do is take in consideration all the thoughts we have that are kind of granular and mix them with the real granular. I think that's where the label comes in (bi-polar). Anxiety too, sometimes i wish i could drive off the ledge or the anxiety thoughts tell me too. GUESS WHAT. GONE...those have completely left me! I haven't had one in i don't know how long! Its really amazing what the mind is capable of.

well just wanted to share that hopefully it inspires a little of you and i wish you all the best life that you could ever desire

-shine