((((Trying To Cope))))

I am listening and I hear what you are saying. You are not worthless and you deserve to be heard and held. I pray things will get better for you. Sometimes, people refuse to educate themselves because then they would have to acknowledge that they were wrong. They do not want to hear the truth because that would not allow them to know so much.

I too have been where you are. I was married to the perfect man and everythng was my fault. If I would just change, just snap out of it, then everything would be okay. Control is something it seems some cannot get enough of, even at the expense of others. You are not to blame. You are seeking and working to understand. For that I commend you.

Do not let anyone take away what you know to be real and true in your heart. It is those that judge and refuse to look at themselves that have the problem. For remember, when someone is pointing their finger at you, there are 3 more pointing back at themself. Keep posting and reaching. I send you love and friendship. You are not alone.

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