I am three months pregnant and have been having hypomanic episodes, serious dreprression, guilt, and suicidal thoughts. My husband and I have been fighting a lot over the past year and now its catching up. I've been off all my meds for 4 years and things were okay for a couple years but now with pregnancy hormones every day is a struggle. This is my third kid too, so I've been through this before. What medications are safe for pregnancy? Previously I was on Zoloft, tegretol, respridal (so?), and ativan. I narrowly avoided involuntary commitment after the cops showed up at my house last Friday when I threatened to kill myself. I need help