I've already thought about what Rose mentioned, watching porn together. I wondered if it might be able to resolve the issue or allow me to see if this will go nowhere but I'm very unsure. Bill is correct, I realize now, that my boyfriend was being very defensive, and I'm not certain he would agree to try it. Also, he has become sneakier about it.

We both watch anime, and because I put the downloading program on his computer he's been able to download more episodes without having to wait on me to download them at work, as my internet speed is very fast here. So we were watching and then his aunt called him over because she had some stuff she thought we'd like to buy. I had a few updates for a show we watch so I plugged in my flash to send them to his laptop. I clicked on one but I forgot his video player isn't set to open each video in a different window and it opened and cut off the previous movie we were watching. I closed it and went to the downloads folder. Not remembering what was the name of the movie, all I knew was it was one of the old scooby doo ones, I started clicking on random files trying to open it again. Apparently he hasn't gotten the hang of renaming in the downloader when it gives him file names instead of the actual episode names.

I clicked on a file, and up pops this 3d porn video. It wasn't more than half a minute long but it was one of those things that the downloader will automatically capture and you can accidentally start downloading it by mistake. It is also one of those videos that will only show up if you've actually been on the site for more than a half hour. I know, because I used to watch porn myself occasionally out of boredom to prompt myself to do something better with my time. I do not watch porn anymore, let me just make that clear. I promptly checked his browser history. I didn't find the site but I did find the google search page. Apparently he'd tried to erase his history but unused to doing so, forgot that one page. I don't want to confront him because then I'm afraid he'll probably lie and realize his mistake and I'll get hurt again. I'm extremely upset and I don't like having my trust mistreated.