Sometimes I feel like I must have the most severe case of AvPD in all the world.
That it would be impossible for me to find anyone who had it worse.
I know this is not the case, but I can't help feeling this way.
I feel like communicating with another Avoidant that had it equally as bad as me, would do me a lot of good. So I wouldnt feel so alone in this experience.
So how bad is it for me?
I can barely even communicate online. Just posting this little message gets me extremely anxious. And for an hour after posting I'll be asking myself what did I say wrong? What are people gonna think of me?
So I'm gonna end this right here and post it before I change my mind.