I've been in a depressive state for going on a week now. {unfortunately} I'm still living with my now ex-fiancé, who just can't let go that we are no longer together, and he keeps trying to "be there". Which includes getting his feelings hurt (has been one of our major issues - over sensitive and emotional) when I don't want to talk, or cuddle (why would I? WE'RE NOT TOGETHER ANY MORE!), and just a few minutes ago he tried to make out with me and started to undress me. When I told him to stop he had the nerve to ask me if I had slept with someone else!?!?! Which I haven't - I haven't had time even if I wanted to - not that it is any of his business anyway! He has constantly guilted me our entire relationship - if something major happened in my life he would always turn it around so that he would somehow be a victim etc. Example: My mom was diagnosed with leukemia about 2 months ago. I was horribly upset about it (she lives 2 states away), as we are best friends. Within the hour I was ready to pack up and drive up there. He was pissed that I was just going to up and leave without talking to him, inviting him (he had just started a new job that week, my family isn't a big fan of him because of all the major issues we've had/been having, etc). He also got super mad when I told my mom if she needed bone marrow donated, I would gladly donate if I was a match, the same for any organs. He got pissed about that! He was like "you know you have family here that needs you..blah blah blah..." REALLY!?!?!? THATS MY MOM!! SHE TOTALLY TAKES PRIORITY OVER YOU!!!
He is totally one of my biggest triggers. I've not been happy for a long time. Sadly, the place I'm moving too won't be "move in ready" until March 10. I am so alone, with nobody to talk to. I feel like I'm going to explode!!!