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Originally Posted by Cinnamon_Stick
I know those suicidal feelings all to well and seeing/talking to my therapist is the best thing I have ever done. There are wonderful reasons to live you just have to dig a little deeper to find them. A therapist can help you cope and help you not feel so alone. I wish you the best. You have a good life ahead of you.
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I don't trust therapists. Thats part of my problem. You can't be 100% honest with them. They will all tell you that if you are a threat to others or yourself they are legally required to report you. Although when you challenge them on that law (is it state, local, federal, what is the exact wording?) they talk about moral/professional obligations. If I can't talk to you about my biggest problems then what is the point? I don't belong in an adult daycare. They can't keep me safe from my own mind.
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Originally Posted by Raindropvampire
How do you know what comes next is better? What if there's reincarnation and your next life is even worse? What about hell and purgatory? What if you get stuck as a spirit in some sort in eternal torment? No one knows what comes next and how do we know we can circumvent pain just by trying to check out early? At least this life is pain, misery and suffering that I know....what if after is worse?
I've given it lots and lots of thought and I would need a guarantee there is NOTHING after because I simply don't want to exist at all anymore. BUT there's no way that anyone can guarantee that we just blip out of existence so I figure why trade one craptastic existence for another? Where's the point in that?
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There is either heaven or hell. Nothing else. Yes Hell will be worse, but there is nothing else I can do to change my situation, I've tried. So I'm willing to roll the dice and take my chances. If I goto Heaven then it's worth it. If I goto Hell well I was going there anyways. I don't believe God holds mental illnesses against you.