I sit there and then all of the sudden I feel like my body is moving in extremely slow motion but I'm moving normal, at least I think I am. I don't know what it is that I hear in my head, my own voice I suppose but it take me forever to get a though across in my own head. It's really weird. I know what I want to think but I can't seem to think it. It's like I'm stuck. Meanwhile I am totally dizzy, sometimes I feel nauseous, some times I don't. It's like if I have a simple thought "the car is blue" it take, what feels like 2 minutes to just think through the sentence and I have to keep repeating it to get through it. I know I didn't explain that right but it's the best I could do. I hope I don't sound completely crazy.... I have been trying to figure out what this is. I’ve read up and I'm thinking it maybe racing thoughts and I've also read that it is associated with Bipolar. So I wanted to ask someone.... does this sound like racing thoughts? If not can someone point me in the right direction where I may get an answer? It's the worst feeling ever and it really scares me. Happens a lot late at night when I'm either getting ready for bed or already in bed.
Thanks so much to any help that can be given!!!
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