So from about mid november through till early last week... I was high as a kite so much so Im scared to start my last semester of college because I bombed last semester so badly. Now I can feel myself crashing and went to see pdoc this morning and his solution.....reduce my lamictal... I mean I get that it can be making my mania worse, but I feel like Im completely falling apart right now and how can backing off something with antidepressant qualities help!!! My seroquel doesn't do **** for my moods but its amazing to help me sleep since I don't sleep when Im up, down, sideways ..whatever!! I feel like when I go in to talk to him I never say what I mean to say. I did admit to him that I experience psychosis and he was glad I told him, but he said the seroquel should help...umm Ive had hallucinations while on it!! Sorry for the rant Im just so frustrated and over all this!!!