phoenix is right, it does sound like a lovely place.

How did it come about? Is it a space that you constructed? Are you cognizant of entering the space? From what you've written it seems as if your unable to force your way in... have you been able to in the past?

I have a lot of interest in what you've written because I have a space – no, a state of awareness – that I have found myself in, with ever increasing frequency, that is a place where I feel warm, loved and safe. I don't have any sensory awareness of my space – you're able to see and feel in you're space? I wish that I could.

I'm having memory problems but I do know that I can slip into my safe and warm space and stay in it for days. This is new to me and I don't know what to call the phenomenon. Apparently I function during the time there but I have no memory of what I did during that time. I haven't told my doctor because I know that I would face forced hospitalization but I disclosed it in a message here, somewhere, during the past 2-3 days.

Are you aware of time when you're experiencing this euphoria? Are you aware that it's not a "real" place even when you're in the place?

I'm trying to get an idea of what's going on with me, so I've an interest in your experience. It doesn't sound as if you're hallucinating or delusional and while I do hallucinate, I don't have delusions. I don't think that I do.

I'm uncertain of when this first started and am unaware of entering the place. The only reason that I'm frightened is because of the loss of time, because of the increase in frequency and, maybe, duration? I already have problems accounting for what I do during a days time but when I lose whole days in a row, it frightens me. A few hours ago I ordered an eight camera security system from Amazon. I want to be able to see what's going on when I'm in those states.

I'm entering a period that may culminate in constant hallucinations. That's how I feel at the moment. I don't know what will happen if that occurs. I just don't have any experience with that.

I don't know if I'm repeating myself but I think it's wonderful that you're able to feel euphoria.

It seems as if there are some similarities in our experiences but I haven't been able to to find a "label" for this yet. I have a "need" to label things but I'm not having much luck with this one so although I'd like to help you with more than an empathetic ear, I can't.

Maybe someone will come along and recognize these symptoms.

Goo luck.