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Originally Posted by magicalprince
I can't hate her and I can't blame her when maybe I should. She started failing me waaaaay before the crash and burn. Even when it felt like a dream. It's like, there's all the pain, and her careless actions which directly caused me to be stuck with it alone. There's the feeling that I was just kind of thrown away once it got hard to face me. But, I still am just kind of like, whatever. I don't want to lose the feelings I had I'm just trying to find the right places to keep them in instead.
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I dont hate my T either. But I do blame her. She had a bunch of chances to do the right thing. I think she was hurt herself so I do understand her behavior, but that doesn't make it right. She is supposed to be ever mindful of what is transpiring, not me. I paid for that privilege. I don't mind if a T gets tripped into their own defenses or needs, but they have to be able to recognize it and make a correction.
I felt thrown away also, expendable. Told her just that. Left in a ditch by the side of the road with a list of referrals.