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Originally Posted by ScientiaOmnisEst
Been reading about neurotypicality for the last hour or so and now I just want to curl up and die. I'm stupid, I'm useless, and a disgustingly irrational joke excuse of a human, so why bother with anything.
This will probably pass eventually, but for now, it's self-hate central.
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Okay, I don't want to say I attempted suicide today...but I did shove almost an entire bottle's worth of aspirin into my mouth and considered swallowing. I ended up spitting them out, but still. It simply feels like there's nothing out there for me. I exist wrong and there's nothing that can be done about but but die or live my entire life in shame.
I feel bad for complaining like this, but I guess I wanted to let this out.