SoScorpio - I just checked craigslist under For Sale, type is "sad light" and several light therapy lamps were posted for $60 or less.

Also, suggested to someone else to check into SAM-e and 5-HTP.

Are you to taking sublingual Vit B complex? I've heard of the MTHFR variant. Many people find with that variant that the Cyanocobalamin form of B12 doesn't work, but the methylcobalamin form does.