I feel that my days are very routine, it's like clockwork. I don't know how to change this. I feel content with my life, but I feel like I'm in a comfort zone that's leading me no where. It's like a hamster on a wheel.

On the other hand I feel like I'm too afraid to complain about it. If I complain too much, then the nice things I have going for me will be taken away. It would be like all loses and no gains. It's like God is going to take the good things away if I complain a little bit too much so that He can show me how good I have it.