I'm not saying i know what you are feeling because i can't stand when people say that to you. Before i moved back to where i'm from and before my wife had really good paying job with good insurance i would live on cheap food like hotdogs and raman in order to pay for my med's. After i was married her insurance helped cover the cost. Once we moved back to my home turf i used the benefit's my father has as a tribal member since my wife quit her good job and insurance. It's hard and i wish i could tell people the secret to meds. Try site's like NeedyMeds.