I think. The last 2 days all I've wanted to do is sleep, despite sleep being nearly impossible. But today I couldn't stay awake and I didn't take anything heavily sedating last night. So I'm guessing I'm on my way down fast. Or this is a blip and I'll be mixed again in a few days. Hard to know.

I called my dr and left a message today but it was late in the day so I'm sure she didn't get it. Hopefully I'll hear tomorrow, something. It wasn't the regular secretary so she wasn't tired of my messages and she sounded very sympathetic about my anxiety so I'm hoping that she'll effectively communicate to my pdoc.

Depressed probably would be the best thing that could happen before coming off the Seroquel which is likely to make me manic; it might keep things toned down a bit.

I just want to do this if for no other reason than I am tired of having all my clothes packed so that I have to do laundry repeatedly just to have clean pajamas.

But if I don't go in by next Friday I am going to be a pain in everyone's butt and refuse to go until the first of the month to maximize my medicaid benefits (I get benefits month to month after meeting a spenddown that is a huge percent of my income so I'll never meet it except if I'm IP and since it starts over on the first of the month it is not good to go in at the end of the month). Hopefully my dr will talk to me and hear that little tidbit of information soon.