Hi CeCe, I know it is hard to open up,I was abused when younger, I lost all trust with senior figures. When you do get the courage to talk it will be getting a huge weight off your back. Everyone is different,if you are not happy with your therapist ask for another. If I had had the courage a lot more children would have been saved from this predator, I was his first, he ruined 40 more lives after this is what hurt me the most. I hope you can build up the courage,it's not easy,just remember it wasn't your fault. All the best