Oh sweetie. . .lol NO your post did not sound dumb. Desperate, yes. But not dumb.
Listen, you should see my bathroom/dressing room. There are lists stuck everywhere. Some of them are like, little sayings that keep me *inspired* or help me keep my chin up. Sometimes it's scriptuer. Lots of times, it really is a list. On one side, Truth. On the other, Feelings. They coincide sometimes, but not always. It helps me keep perspective. (And no, it's not an OCD thing!) It gives me a visual reference - so when I'm feeling like ***** I can go look at it and figure out what's real and what just feels really bad.
An old friend once asked me, "Whose driving this train honey? You? Or your feelings?"
For what it's worth. . . :smile
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You are not too much for them. They are not enough for you.
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