I first wonna say. PC your home of the best community I've met. We all at one point in time feel alone, in a darkness with no seals , no cracks for light to come in. I'm very concerned about my own self at the moment because time and time again I read stories, of otheers and the depression seems to have come out of hiding from somewhere. While mine just came here with no reason just to tease me.

My therapist today told me this in a shorter form, basicly I have no reason to be depressed as others are! But I am a human I lye in a pool of sadness. I do not know why I am sad. I feel so horrible going to the therapist and knowing, the answers but dreding the questions.

I believe somewhere amongst my troubles i have a good side. Right now my evil side is lurking, I feel evil because I'm told so. Not directly butu indirectly by false reasoning why I'm depressed.

All doors are locked and I have only 1 key, none in which unlock it,...

Where is my hope...

I am guilty of being sad for "no" reason....but why?...how does anyone know unless they look....

should I just die?; so i dont have to be sad anymore?..or stay alive and wonder..and be told..i have no reason...

I dont know

Dustin

I am sorry