My Dad spoke to someone he knows over Xmas and that person said he thought there were jobs going at his work (and he is a boss of some type). He wouldn't know for sure until he went back in January. So I've sent him a message (yesterday) but there's been no reply yet.

The other thing I need to fix fast is that I'm not on social security. Like I said, things have been really bad for a couple of months. I was on it before (which I hated) and I missed an appointment as my moods were starting to slip which is when I start getting very caught in my own thinking and, as a result, get unreliable as everything else goes out of my head. If someone tells me something about tomorrow I might remember it. If it's next week then there's no chance.

Anyway...I have a phone number to go back on Job Seeker's Allowance and I suppose I should. I've been borrowing money off family since November and my guilt has been rising since then. My poor family.