Jacky that was me yesterday EXACTLY. Now I'm an angry crazy mess! I think I slept too much and sent everything to hell! All I can think to do is smash everything in sight! Every thought makes me more emotional and desperate. I can feel it well up inside me almost to snapping point. I'm a monster and I'm going to ruin everything again. Speeding makes it feel better. Horrible hateful porn makes it feel better. I have to put out of my mind all of the other horrible things that would potentially "make it feel better" because if I let them in they will take me hostage.
Woof.
I want to crawl right out of my skin

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