That does suck. I am so sorry.
I wish I had great advice for dealing with bullying. I never did find anything that worked for me. I was publicly sexually humiliated at school. After awhile, I became entirely focused on my survival.
As an adult the one thing I would say to a younger me and to you is that it will get better. I promise.
Junior and senior high school are hell for pretty much everybody, but there is a huge world out there. Soon you will have your freedom and a fighting spirit to boot. You will be able to do anything. You will meet people that you never imagined while you were in school. You will find quirky, wonderful individuals, who may have suffered just like you. But after awhile you will forget about your shared scars and think mostly about your life, your tribe of friends and family, weekends off, trips, jobs, fun, romance, your life as it is.
I can promise you this, because it's my story. Plus, the story of really all my friends.
Always Keep going. Take care of yourself the absolute best you possibly can. In dark moments, please remember that what you are going through is going to end. It will get better. You will get better. On the other side there is a better world and life waiting for you.
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