All the time. I feel so guilty for "bugging" my pdoc with my need for meds to sleep and with the minor need to admit me. I feel like the biggest pain on earth. I feel like my therapist has to want to quit because this year has been so hard and I've not been exactly easy or even compliant sometimes. And my mom I can't imagine what she feels like with a 40 year old parasite living next door. I apologize a lot.